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I have too many things on my mind. I haven't blogged about some other happenings yet.

BUT

At this very moment, my head feels like it's about to explode. Will it?
Am I really going to die this time?

Sigh. So much for, "Don't worry la. It won't spread to me wan." AND hugggggggggs =(

Oh, who knew hugs were evil =(

XD

Line of the day:

Me: "Hi, I'm Aletheia." *shakes hand*

Him: "Oh" *looks at me. nods head*
*relatively long pause*
Me: "... I'm Aletheia" *big [forced] smile*
Him: "China"

SWITCHFOOT

is THE bomb. Cannot get any more bomber than this already.


I CANNOT WAIT >.<

You'll Ask For Me

What was that about the ballroom dancing class I asked about
It’s all I’ve thought about ‘cause you were saying
We might get a chance to talk and talk might lead to dance
And maybe dance might lead to dates and dates to aging

Hope you let your intuition
Precede my reputation
‘Cause I have one

Well, I am what you see
I am not what they say
But if I turned out to be
Could you love me anyway
Standing in none of this hope in your heart will just
Wake up and ask for me by name
Maybe someday will ask for me by name
Just not today

Well, if this is love then it’s hard to say
With your notes and your books and your reaching away
And I’ve confidence issues with your intentions

And I’m not hip to all your tricks
With your algebra and your politics
And the band has planned a hotel intervention

So, don’t you leave me by my lonesome to exceed my reputation
‘Cause I have one

Well, I am what you see
I am not what they say
But if I turned out to be
Could you love me anyway
Standing in none of this hope in your heart will just
Wake up and ask for me by name
Maybe someday will ask for me by name
Just not today

I’m always here
I’ve walked you home
Then headed for my own
Until again I’m needed

Well, I am what you see
I am not what they say
But if I turned out to be
Could you love me anyways
I am what you see
I am not what they say
But if I turned out to be
Could you love me anyway
Standing in none of this hope in your heart will just
Wake up and ask for me by name
Maybe someday will ask for me by name
Just not today
Just not today

Tyler Hilton

HAHA. emoing on repeat. emoing on repeat. emoing on repeat. emoing on repeat. emoing on repeat. emoing on repeat. emoing on repeat. emoing on repeat. emoing on repeat. emoing on repeat.

:) You get the point. LOL. Songs are so cool cause they just sing of how you feel. Then again, feeling is ambiguously subjective :) Oh well.

Sometimes, I think I love blacks alot, too. I cannot stop Mariah Carey-ing and now I'm Whitney Houston-ing. Or maybe I'm just really pop-py. Or diva-ishy. LOL. English cannot get any better than this.

I think I am just like one of those American Idol wanna-bes who cannot sing yet wanna sing just for the fame and fortune...

Nah.

:D Heeeheee.

From me to you

You were unjustly treated. You don't deserve this. Really.

You're having trouble staying asleep
You've been waking up at 4:12
You roll the voices over in your head
Then you try to put them neatly on the shelf

You watch the sun rise
You saw the darkness had no choice before the dawn
With your own eyes
And then you broke out laughing from a yawn

You said,
"I'm so sorry I've been so down.
I started doubting things could ever turn around.
And I began to believe that all we are is material.
It's nonsensical."

So you walk outside and everything's new
You're looking at the world with new eyes
As if you'd never seen a sky before that's blue
As if you've never seen the sky in your whole life
And then the phone rings
As it turns out you are already late
And now you're wondering
Was peace just a temporary state?

You're waiting tables and parking cars
You've been selling cell phones at the shopping mall
And you began to believe that all you are is material
It's nonsensical

I still can't believe that all we are
And that all of our dreams are nothing more than material

Souls aren't built of stone,
Sticks and bones
And souls aren't built of stone

. 4:12 . switchfoot

If I have only but a second

what would I do?

SO, ONE MORE SEM AND I'M DONE

Hehehe :D My gosh, I can't believe how fast time flies. My parents will be here on MONDAY MORNING (which I don't know if I'll even get to meet them or not :( ) and I'm done with exams. WOOT! And now, I've been so lazy to do anything that requires brain power*. Don't ask me what's 5% of $20 cause I won't even bother counting. And TIME REALLY FLIES! MY GOSH.

Haha. I'll never get this. I wonder how many posts I've written which contains that particular phrase.

>.<

So, exams were alright. Praise the Lord! I've never been this studious in my life - ever! I actually managed to go through ALL chapters for ALL units and REVISE. HAHA! I never made it that far before. I actually felt smart. Imagine all the times I could have been smarter. Like that time... and that time... and there was that other time. Oh, and that time, too. -_-"

Heh.

From Monday to Wednesday (22-24 June) I'd be gone for a while, yes, again. Heading south! Woot! :) Well, don't know what to expect there but I'd reckon it'd be awesome just 'cause of company. I pray for sunshine, and safety, and a great time. And hopefully, I'd finish my draft blog on camp and then this, too, when I get back.

AHHH! Parents are coming. And my brother reminded me of how my mom nags. OH NO. HAHAHA :)

Yay!

But time really, really (honestly) flies :(
In 2 years I'd have used up 1/3 of my life on average. 2/3 more. In 17 years, I'd be 40. Halfway there. I cannot believe this. OH MY GOSH!



*This does not include Rockband

Praise the LORD!

God is so awesome. He made me smile till I teared. Well, I didn't really smile till I teared but I teared and smiled at the same time :')

This afternoon, as I was prepping myself for my first exam tmr, I had the sudden urge to check my email. AND when I read the first line, I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THANKFUL TO GOD THAT I COULDN'T EXPRESS HOW MUCH MORE :)

God has indeed blessed my family with sooooooo much. SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! - it's almost unbelievable.

I was supposed to blog about this long ago but I never made it there. Hehe. It's a testimony my dad would definitely be telling :) I can't remember the full details by now so here's just a gist of it.

A few months back, probably in February or March, my dad applied to a seminary in Hawaii known as Haggai Institute for a short course (3 weeks?). Getting in would not be easy as applicants have to submit an essay of some sort and have to be within a certain age range. Fortunately, my dad was young enough to be enlisted into the program for this year only as if he applied next year, he'd be too old. HAHA. So, my family prayed for my dad constantly and after a long while, his reply came AND HE GOT ACCEPTED! Yeah, sometimes I wonder how, too, seeing that's my dad's English-writing skill has deteriorated over the years. LOL. So yeah, that was Praise-the-Lord#1.

Then, what my dad had to do next was to apply for his U.S. visa so that he could correspond and arrange things with the institute. WELL, applying for visas to the States is not easy. And to make things even harder, my dad had not-so-flattering records. Shall not elaborate here on the blog but yeah, I know! -> My dad looks so innocent, please! ;) So, my dad went to the embassy for an interview and they didn't give an immediate answer. Things didn't look to promising by the way my dad told me. And after continual praying again, his U.S. visa was finally granted - today! YAY! :) And this is Praise-the-Lord#2!

HAHA. I was super overjoyed when I read the news. IT IS SO EXCITING. THANK YOU, GOD!



p/s: I was so happy that I agreed to go to Coles with Eunice just to escape studying >.< I'm sorry. My ultimatum's only half-working :P

:)

T'was a happy day the day my parents emailed me to tell me that THEY ARE COMING!

>.< MY PARENTS ARE FLYING TO PERTH IN 19 DAYS!

I cannot believe it, can you believe it. I cannot! I REALLY CANNOT! ^_^

HAPPYNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :) :) :)

It's so sudden. I'm in shock. MY. PARENTS. who-told-me-to-wait-for-a-while-more. WILL BE COMING sooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooon. I didn't expect that! :)

My dad's super sweet. My mom said that apparently he "surprised" her (for their anniversary + her birthday) by buying her tickets to come see me. I'm LIKE O_O cause I wondered how my dad could afford to fly themselves here. BUT ANYHOW (don't care la). YAY!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)

Yay yay :)

dot dot dot

Looks at screen.

Type type type.

Click click click.

Looks at screen.

Click click.

*wonders to self*

Click click.

"Hmm. How come nothing moves on screen?"

Looks down.

:P


- When I looked down I saw that I was typing on my laptop (which wasn't on at all) while looking at another desktop's screen. HAHA. I reckon I should publish stories of my dumb blond moments. I'm sure I can fill a book by the end of the month at this rate. Yay! I need an agent, anyone?