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Malaysia vs. So-called Singapore

2011-07-28T23:58:00.004+08:00

Haha. I know I have no right to say this seeing I've only watched the first 5 minutes of the match. I was thoroughly excited watching the 5 minutes, I must say. But I really couldn't bring myself to watch the rest of the game, sensing prejudice in a Singaporean household....I kid!Just couldn't watch the game.So I felt Malaysia played well. Better than they used to. Better than a team made up of "

Thinking on a piece of paper

2011-06-27T16:59:00.002+08:00

We live in a world where we can have basically everything we can think of. We spend our entire lives trying to pursue what's on here but not ours. Constantly running the rat race to reach the finishing line. To be the first, as the rest are merely losers. Yeah, I was talking about career, money, material possessions. We get so caught up with ourselves that everything becomes very self-centered. "

klutz, klutzier, klutziest

2011-03-31T00:01:00.005+08:00

There was a time when I used to break one cup (or any other kind of porcelain-ware) every year. It wasn't a ritual. They were just accidents. Klutz or what, right? That was when I was in Primary school.Then, when I grew older, cups or other breakable material broke only once biannually. Big achievement, I thought. Then again, somehow, even when I am extra careful with handling fragile material,

where

2010-11-04T23:19:00.002+08:00

you never needed me.

DEAD LINE MONDAY

2010-11-03T14:35:00.005+08:00

I promised to update my blog but with the overwhelming job hunt, the amount of CVs and cover letters I've been sending, the endless number of websites I visit to scout for jobs, and the stuffed nose I've been enduring for weeks - it's been pretty hectic!Well, for some awesome news first. Praise God from whom all blessings flow! I am employedddddd! ;) Thanks for the heaps of prayers and the

One

2010-09-22T23:08:00.003+08:00

I know.I understand.I really do.When somethings just overwhelm me, it just does. Controlling emotions can only go so far. But now, I've reached a limit where I just am so overwhelmed I can't contain it.You know.. It's one of those days when you feel like your breakthrough is just round the corner, but you wonder when is it actually going to come? You know it's there. Yet, you don't see it. You

Love The Way You Lie

2010-08-20T12:09:00.003+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burnBut that's alright because I like the way it hurtsJust gonna stand there and hear me cryBut that's alright because I love the way you lieI love the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now there's a steel knifeIn my windpipeI can't breatheBut I still fightWhile I can fightAs long as the wrong feels

Nothingness

2010-08-18T01:23:00.002+08:00

Being visible only when needed. Being tangible only when required. What am I to you?

Time Out

2010-08-01T02:23:00.001+08:00

Had a very emotional day today. Emotionally strange. Emotionally calm and at peace. Emotionally sad and excited at the same time. Emotionally.... thankful (?) Hehe. Is that an emotion?I thank God so, so much for His perfect plan of meeting you - my dear friends and family - in a land so distant from home. It amazes me. It was by His divine appointment that I came to Perth for my prayers to be

Packing Day#4

2010-07-31T02:19:00.004+08:00

Woots! I took all my clothes out (again), recategorized them (again), and into the boxes they went again! HAHA.ALL DONE IN ONE HOUR *standing ovation* :)If only I was this motivated every day, I'd be done packing ages ago. But oh well, no point looking back now. Teehee!I think you'd probably be bored out of your brains reading this nonsense on packing and how things should be packed. I don't know

Packing Day#3

2010-07-30T02:09:00.002+08:00

It happened overnight. The boxes look more filled then they previously were. The queen size bed I sleep on, which doubles as my table/sorting area, is more spacious and mess-free than it was before. The drawers have been emptied.No, thankfully, it is not a dream. However, I'm not particularly overjoyed with the progress I'm making with the packing. Boxes are filled but what now? What about

Packing Day#2

2010-07-29T01:11:00.002+08:00

Progress: Nil.More like... IT'S A DIGRESSION!I've been staring at the empty boxes for the longest time ever. Then, I decided that finishing up my 14-episode-Taiwanese-drama was much more appealing than those boxes. So, I watched the drama instead. Then, I went to collect my laundry pile and voila! MORE CLOTHES -_-"On a different note, I've been talking so much of Mandarin lately. Although it's

Packing Day#1

2010-07-27T19:25:00.003+08:00

So, I've finally got off my butt to fold storage boxes and neatly fold my clothes that were hanging in the wardrobe and put them into one luggage case. *pats back*THE JOY! Until I realised that I shouldn't have put those clothes there. So, I took them all out and put them into another luggage case. *applause* But WAIT! I forgot that I should have put my jeans at the bottom first so I took all my

O M Gosh

2010-07-24T14:26:00.003+08:00

I've got so many things to say, yet again!I just need time to pen them all down. Three whole days ought to do it. Hmm, wondering when I'd get my three whole days to do so in the first place. Let me just say... they involve so many things. HAHA. Doesn't help ;)At the present moment, I don't have a job. I am not studying. I have fewer responsibilities in this place, yet more elsewhere. I can't tell

In Over My Head

2010-06-12T16:37:00.003+08:00

The world is all changingI can’t believe my own eyesThe moment I think I’ve figured it outI am flawedI’m not too sureOf myself this timeI’m in over my headAnd all I have is You nowI’m in over my headAnd all I am is holding on to YouI can’t see the way nowBut this one thing I knowWhen every thing’s changingYou’re still closer than a friendAnd so I will bowAnd my heart will trustI’m in over my

i don't like i don't like i don't like

2010-05-26T18:53:00.003+08:00

oh. my. gosh.my heart cannot take this amount of stress. i want to go into a cardiac arrest. pronto.dahkjshdkaierajkkjfhlakshyieudakjkljahslduaiwhklbcmnxbhczkajshdzxcmnbbvgshaASkljsdhflizusdfkjzsbdjfzsblkuksajaow3876482qy4i21kjlraiwuyo8ywr3hlkuehlisdyogfsIWALUEOIAWEusgfiusgkjzhswyrisgkjhlxzoibyesvatw38o76b4p9BAWHSLKLRIJAWOERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARHHHHHHHHHHH!!!*hyperventilates*

.

2010-01-27T18:41:00.001+08:00

I cry because it hurts.

Day @ Work

2010-01-25T21:11:00.004+08:00

Customers at a certain food shop along a certain road that I happen work in might have gotten their taste buds in for something new, something different today. It was a busy, busy morning at work. I was on the move nonstop up till the end of my shift, 4 hours later. As I was prepping the food, I realized a bright red hue on my finger in a glance. I disregarded it as a piece of chili that stuck

With Hope

2010-01-17T16:30:00.005+08:00

A difficult, different beginning of the new year. 15 days on and my family was hit with heartbreaking news.Thanks for all the prayers, the comforting words, messages, encouragements, bible verses, support, and mere presence. My dear Uncle Philip has gone to be with the Lord on 15.01.10.I will always remember him as someone who loved food. And I mean LOOOOOOOOOVE FOOD. He knew of almost every

2010

2010-01-13T23:40:00.003+08:00

3 months untouched. Sorry fellow readers, who probably gave up on reading this, for the absence. So much has been happening. Info overload. Brain meltdown.Beginning of the new year and I have ONE MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR EPICALLY MAJOR request to ask you guys to do with me now.PLEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASE, PLEASE pray for my 5th uncle (aka Uncle Phillip). Underwent a major liver operation yesterday because of a

2009-10-11T01:00:00.002+08:00

EMOTIONALLY DRAINED.

.

2009-10-10T02:59:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of myself. I'm frustrated. I'm disappointed in myself. Of all things. I let the worst get the best out of me. I was given a slice of humble pie today. By my Jesus. When everything was dandy-candy-bandy, I let pride seep in. Faced with difficulties, hardships - what did I do? Rely on my pride. My ego. It was ALL ME. When every thing I did came crumbling down, every lil' thing agitated me

WHY DO I DO SUCH THINGS?

2009-10-09T02:02:00.003+08:00

Sigh. I'm hungry. WHY DO I PURPOSELY TEMPT MYSELF?*drool*

You know you've [really] grown up when...

2009-10-07T20:55:00.006+08:00

...you prefer classical to heavy metal*...you don't go to funfairs anymore, and it doesn't bother you...you hear your friends complain about work instead of uni...you get more wedding invites than the usual, "HI, PLEASE COME FOR MY 18th/21st BIRTHDAY"...your peers buy houses instead of cars...you sit down and wonder where all the time has gone (and why time passes by so quickly)...you value

How to Fake Smile 101

2009-09-17T15:25:00.005+08:00

How does one smile with 5 major assignments due within these 4 weeks, 17 runs of experiments left - 9 hours more to finish within 2 weeks, experiment drafts to draw up, group meetings to go to, lectures to catch up on, infinite readings to complete, and 20 hours of work per week?How does one smile when stress is so overwhelming?How does one smile when all around, people furrow their brows and

Perseverance

2009-09-16T01:48:00.002+08:00

God answers prayers. When you least expect. Even if the answer is just a 'Yes', 'No', or 'Be patient'. Even if it's just a simple question. He knew I had this "thing" about work which I always wondered and was distressed about. And He answered it, after 2 weeks. We cannot comprehend how God works. But He'll do what He's promised. I just need to do my part now. Yes, now.9But he said to me, "My

.

2009-09-10T11:26:00.002+08:00

Stress woke me up before 8am today. When I only had so lil' sleep last night. Then, my mind was bombarded with "what are you doing?" "get out of bed!" "you have to do this, this, and this" "but you have to finish that, that, and that first" "you don't have time" "what are you doing?!?!" "omygoshhhhhhhh"Seriously.Deep breath, deep breath."Life will at times be difficult, often it is painful, and

In overtime?

2009-09-10T02:13:00.006+08:00

I am restless. No kidding.I don't know what I'm doing. I'm tired. I'm in dire need of peace. Oh God, please?I never knewI never knew that everything was falling throughThat everyone I knew was waiting on a queueTo turn and run when all I needed was the truthBut that's how it's got to beIt's coming down to nothing more than apathyI'd rather run the other way than stay and seeThe smoke and who's

Mission accomplished

2009-09-07T18:24:00.004+08:00

YAYS. DRAFTS IN MY BLOG FINALLY DONE :) :) :)Of ice skating and lifeOf life in thoughtOf Passion Camp 2009

Hour 19 of the 40 Hour Famine

2009-08-21T16:57:00.005+08:00

Send some rain, would You send some rain?'Cause the earth is dry and needs to drink againAnd the sun is high and we are sinking in the shadeWould You send a cloud, thunder long and loud?Let the sky grow black and send some mercy downSurely You can see that we are thirsty and afraidBut maybe not, not todayMaybe You'll provide in other waysAnd if that's the case ...We'll give thanks to You with

...

2009-08-03T01:30:00.004+08:00

When I looked up at the blissfully, calm night tonight, I felt very, very heavy.The weather was just nice. The sky was cloudy yet bright. I couldn't thank God more for everything.Then, I let out the longest sigh possible.And I knew how much I would miss this if I do leave.

From my dearest Kellybearbear :)

2009-07-29T00:05:00.001+08:00

"heylooo!! i came across this particular article as i did my devotion few days ago and you guys came to my mind and i have this tiny whisper in me to type it out and shared it to you guys..i kinda forget about it later that day but consecutively this few days, God just keep reminding me about this and i believe there is a purpose, a reason of Him wanting me to do this God is really thinking about

No. It's not funny

2009-07-25T00:22:00.006+08:00

I realized the kinda friend I am.Yes, that's what ice skating does to one.I realized that if how we skate on the ice skating rink was equivalent how we treat the people around us, I would be known as the evil friend. A friend who drags people down with her when she goes down. A friend who lets go when a friend falls. A friend who tags along and rides on the efforts of others. A friend who laughs

...

2009-07-24T03:17:00.000+08:00

What do you do when you start thinking of your future, way past your bedtime? And you wonder whether things will ever work out the way they're supposed to? If only, if only, if only. What happens if all you see ahead is a big, black hole of nothingness. Yes, we were all told to have a goal (at least one) to achieve in life. But what if you thought you had a goal but yet, you can't really see it

Imitating Christ's Humility

2009-07-23T01:36:00.004+08:00

I was reading Philippians chapter 2 earlier today. And for some reason, I really love the book of Philippians. Been reading it a lot these past few months and yet the Word never ceases to speak to me.While I was thinking about cellgroup today, I believe God led me to this passage where it says; 1If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any

yay i love my brother

2009-07-16T15:04:00.005+08:00

One of the last things I'd expect my bro to do is to watch Japanese dramas. Now, I just cannot believe it. LOL. Oogling Japanese actors is another thing altogether. But, who would have thought? HAHAHA. Isaac Ng, Isaac Ng *nods head in appoval shakes head in dismay*Kobear, thumbs up la. Please watch more Japanese dramas. And oogle more hot japanese guys, thanks!p/s: Oh, and don't worry, the doctor

seh

2009-07-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

I have too many things on my mind. I haven't blogged about some other happenings yet.BUTAt this very moment, my head feels like it's about to explode. Will it?Am I really going to die this time?Sigh. So much for, "Don't worry la. It won't spread to me wan." AND hugggggggggs =(Oh, who knew hugs were evil =(

XD

2009-07-13T23:25:00.004+08:00

Line of the day:Me: "Hi, I'm Aletheia." *shakes hand*Him: "Oh" *looks at me. nods head**relatively long pause*Me: "... I'm Aletheia" *big [forced] smile*Him: "China"

SWITCHFOOT

2009-07-09T22:31:00.003+08:00

is THE bomb! Cannot get any bomber than this already.I CANNOT WAIT >.<

You'll Ask For Me

2009-07-08T22:08:00.002+08:00

What was that about the ballroom dancing class I asked about It’s all I’ve thought about ‘cause you were saying We might get a chance to talk and talk might lead to dance And maybe dance might lead to dates and dates to aging Hope you let your intuition Precede my reputation ‘Cause I have one Well, I am what you see I am not what they say But if I turned out to be Could you love me anyway

From me to you

2009-07-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

You were unjustly treated. You don't deserve this. Really.You're having trouble staying asleepYou've been waking up at 4:12You roll the voices over in your headThen you try to put them neatly on the shelfYou watch the sun riseYou saw the darkness had no choice before the dawnWith your own eyesAnd then you broke out laughing from a yawnYou said,"I'm so sorry I've been so down.I started doubting

If I have only but a second

2009-07-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

what would I do?

SO, ONE MORE SEM AND I'M DONE

2009-06-20T16:50:00.003+08:00

Hehehe :D My gosh, I can't believe how fast time flies. My parents will be here on MONDAY MORNING (which I don't know if I'll even get to meet them or not :( ) and I'm done with exams. WOOT! And now, I've been so lazy to do anything that requires brain power*. Don't ask me what's 5% of $20 cause I won't even bother counting. And TIME REALLY FLIES! MY GOSH.Haha. I'll never get this. I wonder how

Praise the LORD!

2009-06-10T18:14:00.006+08:00

God is so awesome. He made me smile till I teared. Well, I didn't really smile till I teared but I teared and smiled at the same time :')This afternoon, as I was prepping myself for my first exam tmr, I had the sudden urge to check my email. AND when I read the first line, I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THANKFUL TO GOD THAT I COULDN'T EXPRESS HOW MUCH MORE :)God has indeed blessed my family with

:)

2009-06-03T00:26:00.006+08:00

T'was a happy day the day my parents emailed me to tell me that THEY ARE COMING! >.< MY PARENTS ARE FLYING TO PERTH IN 19 DAYS! I cannot believe it, can you believe it. I cannot! I REALLY CANNOT! ^_^ HAPPYNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS :) :) :) It's so sudden. I'm in shock. MY. PARENTS. who-told-me-to-wait-for-a-while-more. WILL BE COMING sooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooon. I didn't expect

dot dot dot

2009-05-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

Looks at screen. Type type type.Click click click.Looks at screen.Click click.*wonders to self*Click click."Hmm. How come nothing moves on screen?"Looks down.:P- When I looked down I saw that I was typing on my laptop (which wasn't on at all) while looking at another desktop's screen. HAHA. I reckon I should publish stories of my dumb blond moments. I'm sure I can fill a book by the end of the

And so I did

2009-05-18T19:03:00.003+08:00

Whoa. I resisted blogging for more than a week! :P (which was a torture cause I always have nonsense to write.) Resisted FBing, MSNing, iTunesing, and nonsensing more than I used to, as well. HAHA. (although, I did nonsense by reading online news) :)So yeah. Another 4 weeks of going crazayyyy before I am over and done with the sem. Yay! And one more sem till I graduate. Yay! (I cannot believe

The Ultimatum

2009-05-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

There will be no more than 1 hour of Facebook perweek until the studybreak. Then, no more Facebook until the holidays.There will be no more than 2 hours of MSN-ing (unless of high importance) per day until the studybreak. Then, no more MSN till the holidays.There will be no more than 1 blogpost perweek until the end of exams.There will be no more nonsensing whether online or not; no YouTube, no

Of youtube and videos

2009-05-06T19:19:00.005+08:00

HAHA. I was trying to record a video for my mom for Mothers' Day. And don't you think it's the hardest to think of what to say to your mom under 1 minute? Oh my goshhhhhhh. I was trying to speak spontaneously, but I got stuck after one or two words. LOL. I took half a day to structure my script but, in the end, I DIDN'T follow it! -___-"Aiyoyo.I just said random things but I don't think this can

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh faint

2009-05-06T00:44:00.002+08:00

I think nerds are just so cute.*faints*HAHA. Especially lean, tall, fit ones just like ->(Christopher Gorham) in Ugly Betty. Ahhhh, he's super cute! I think he's a pretty boy :)How come the sudden hype? Hehe. Well, I just thought of them, that's all. I was reminded of them when I saw Wolverine today. LOL. Some buncha hot, buff men in it. And pretty boys, too. LOL! Ah, how I miss watching pretty

God knows

2009-05-05T01:07:00.002+08:00

He knows our every need. He knows what I need. He knows I need a Eunice in my life and therefore, he places Eunices around me where ever I go :)Vice versa for Eunz, too. He knows what she needs. He knows she needs an Aletheia in her life and therefore, he places Aletheias around her in Adelaide.It's amazing how I get to meet so many Eunices here, and she gets to meet so many Aletheias there.

omgoshhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-05-04T03:24:00.001+08:00

the swell is getting bigger and the cuts are stinging! >.

I see stars

2009-05-03T03:01:00.005+08:00

I FELL AGAIN.Please. It's like the millionth time already this month. Scraped a bit on one leg, sprained the other. Good thing the adrenaline was able to keep me walking properly till I got home. HAHA.I fell while I was jogging - at midnight. Funny sight it would have been :)Oh well.I'm fine, by the way. I think I'm euphoric. Lalala~! :)I hope I can start jogging again soon. Anyone know how to

Hmm...

2009-04-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

Do you, as my friend (or family), feel used? By me, I mean. Have I been a friend (or family) to you lately? Or do I "use" you more than treat you like I should?Just reevaluating my role as a friend (and family). The last thing I would wanna do is to use you. I'm sorry if you would ever have to feel that way. Just know that I never meant to - just hit me in the head and tell it straight to my face

Zion's Passion Camp 2009

2009-04-29T18:29:00.010+08:00

This was my very FIRST Passion camp and I was awesomely blessed by it. By the people, the friendships formed, and most definitely by God; everything was just uber fun, albeit short. Nonetheless, God was the mastermind of all this and He spoke to me in a very gentle, subtle way. Camp theme: SIMPLY HIM.Before camp started, we were told by our dear cell lead, L, to pray and have an expectation for

Guys' shorts

2009-04-28T20:01:00.005+08:00

How short is short?To begin my argument on guys' shorts let me give you a brief abstract on what has got me thinking about them (Nothing dodgy, I promise!). Well, during the course of my stay in Perth, I've noticed that guys here wear shorts that are SUPER short! HAHA. In Malaysia, guys who wear shorts shorter than knee length ought to be stoned (No, I'm just kidding). It's just somewhat a crime

Be still my soul

2009-04-21T17:57:00.004+08:00

It's funny how at my high points in life, when I feel invincible, indestructible, strong, the devil faces me with my weaknesses, failures, my past, my hurts. I've never felt so low like that before - it's most likely the stress and fatigue from the unrest throughout the "midsem break". Checking off my "TO DO LIST" one bit at a time sure lessens the stress, yet the inability for me to COMPLETELY

2009-04-20T22:35:00.001+08:00

A.L.E.T.H.E.I.A. J.U.S.T. S.T.O.P. I.T.

Back!

2009-04-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

- from camp! :)Camp was awesome. Upcoming post will be on camp :)...For now, I just wanna say... as of just now, I FELL FROM THE STAIRS TWICE in a day! How often would that even happen?! I've scraped my left hand many, many times this week itself and now the poor thing has to endure its owner's kluztiness. I feel GG because of that. I AM DEPRESSED! :( Super depressed.Anyways, this break was like

-hiatus-

2009-04-14T02:52:00.002+08:00

Off to 2009 Passion Easter Camp till Thursday (14-16 April).:)

Lalalalalalalala

2009-04-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

Weirdness is all I feel. Words cannot be articulated properly. Weak are my hands and feet. Brain is slowing down. Light-headed I feel right now. Fly I think I would :)@_@ Sleep when would I get some?Up since 5pm Wednesday

salivating

2009-04-08T02:17:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOSH. I'M SO CRAVING FOR KLANG BAK KUT TEH RIGHT NOW WITH THE YIU CHAR KUEY! o_O T_T *droools* I should go sleep and dream about it *droooooooools*

:)

2009-04-06T18:52:00.001+08:00

Great is Thy faithfulness, O God my FatherThere is no shadow of turning with TheeThou changest not, Thy compassions they fail notAs Thou hast been, Thou forever will beGreat is Thy faithfulnessGreat is Thy faithfulnessMorning by morning new mercies I seeAll I have needed Thy hand hath providedGreat is Thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me!Summer and winter and springtime and harvestSun, moon and stars

Oh no

2009-04-05T22:10:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to feel the chills. My head's throbbing. I feel a fever coming :(No. I don't want to fall sick, please.

COFFEEEEEEEE

2009-04-05T15:36:00.002+08:00

O_O It's getting worse. I never knew I could get addicted to coffee. I thought it wouldn't affect me as I've been a coffee drinker since I was 10? And now I HAVE to drink it. If not I'll feel unsatisfied. O_O I don't know if it's the caffeine. But then again, I just had tea, and I NEED coffee. My gosh. At this rate, I'll die faster. HAHA.Back to back posts :) I know, I just said I was sleepy.

I know I shouldn't be doing nonsense

2009-04-05T15:11:00.003+08:00

Hehe. I've been driving a LOT more ever since my first time driving here in February. YAYs. HAHA. Well, this is just a random update as I cannot remember what I wanted to blog about last night. LOL. If you didn't realize already, I am on my journey to make my mark on everybody's car. As in I'm planning to drive everybody's car. LOL. And if you didn't realize already too, I'm too sleepy to

faint

2009-04-04T03:03:00.002+08:00

DODGY SONG in head the whole day!!! Arghh!!! >.<

WHOA

2009-04-02T18:17:00.002+08:00

Today is a bit out of the ordinary. I had 3 calls after class from different people asking me to go for lunch! HAHA. YAY! (rare occasion) I feel loved :P (just for today)But I didn't make it to any of the lunches as I was already munching on my cereal. LOL. Yes. For now, it has been cereal. Breakfast, lunch, dinner. And I snack on carrots. HAHA. THE WONDER HOW COME I DON'T GROW THINNER?!Okay.

Butterfly

2009-04-01T20:53:00.002+08:00

When you love someone so deeply They become your life It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside Blindly I imagined I could Keep you under glass Now I understand to hold you I must open up my hands

♥

2009-03-30T14:10:00.010+08:00

I miss my parents. I miss my mom's cooking. I miss looking at her smiling and her concerned face, all the same. Or her cheeky face when she's up to something. Or her funny jokes that I cannot stand listening to, just cause. I miss my dad's voice. His constant nags at random stuff. His funny/lame jokes that I just cannot help but laugh at its lameness. I miss my dad's cooking, too. And his ability

Broken Bowl Count: 5

2009-03-25T14:39:00.004+08:00

HAHA. I reckon I should post a count on how many bowls I broke so far at work on my sidebar.As long as I've been working there (and as long as I shall be working there), bowls are just meant to be broken. They call out to me every shift, "Ale, Ale, break me, please." There's no escape. None. Nada. Zilch. As much as I have the urge to just smash one, I'll suppress it so that I would not seem like

Burp

2009-03-25T01:25:00.003+08:00

I feel so bloated today. I've been eating too much. Expending energy neither exceeds nor equates energy intake. Running Jogging is not enough. Urgh. How mannnn???! I need to burp - a BIG burp......Nope. Not burping anytime soon.Oh. My mom said my face is so round already when she saw me via webcam. I was like, "Oh noooooooooooooooooooooo. Now I look MORE like daddy." HAHA. Then I showed her this

...

2009-03-22T13:20:00.002+08:00

The master procrastinator is back on the loose.I refuse to do my assignment which is due in less than 19 hours. Yet I feel so stressed. I probably should take a nap first. Don't you think? Then again, I might just not want to wake up to do it later. Oh no. Somebody save me. I promised to do my best this sem. What am I doing procrastinating at this very moment? I want to sleep. Ah!I am full of

:crash into me:

2009-03-20T16:09:00.003+08:00

MY ALL-TIME FAVEST BAND* IS TOURING WITH MY CURRENT FAVE BAND** :) WEEEEEE!My gosh. I can't help but love DMB's** songs. They have a certain uniqueness to their sound and music and not many will know how to appreciate them (like how I didn't last time. HAHA *blush*). But anyhows, they're just super cool. My fave fave fave song which I can just listen to over and over again is crashhhhhhhhhhhh

OH MY GOSH!

2009-03-20T15:47:00.003+08:00

I OVERSLEPT!!!I was supposed to wake up at 8.30 this morning to get to Uni by 10. BUT I woke up at 11.30!!!!! I thought I was so dead cause my group mate had to wait for me for almost 2 hours. I felt SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad (-___-") then I ran halfway to Uni till I saw Jacq who sent me the other half of the way (!)Thank God she was sooooooooooooooooooooooo understanding. I don't deserve

Another GG!

2009-03-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

Today is so GG. I knew I was gonna gg by the time the week 'ended'. Well, it hasn't actually ended in a sense. Just felt like it. WEEKEND! PLEASE COME SOONER! (x_x)My nose bled. Just. My feet hurt. Been standing for 5 hours straight. I'm exhausted. Been awake since 8ish this morn and had class from 10am to 6pm today. Then had work at 6 - until 11pm (GG!) Now, I gotta prepare to go to sleep so

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY :)

2009-02-02T15:32:00.005+08:00

LOL. A number of people would have known by now why I was yaying for 2 weeks already. I just can't help it. MY DARLING EUNZBEAR IS COMING TO PERTH. Woooooooooooooooooot! :)I'll see her in 17 hours. 17 HOURS!!! Wuahahahahahahahaha. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY :)Looks like our ritual of seeing each other at LEAST ONCE a year has not yet failed. HAHA. The last I saw her in person

my gosh!

2009-01-31T22:52:00.001+08:00

so many things to say. so many things to tell. haha. it's either i don't know where to start or don't have the time. well. yes. a LOT has happened and i shall be updating my blog. SOON. like sunday or monday if i find the time. huhu :)

GG

2008-12-20T19:06:00.002+08:00

I totally crashed today. After consecutive sleep-LESS days! Since Wednesday, I've only got 4 hours of sleep - max. I wanna cry, man. I don't know what I was so busy doing that I couldn't even sleep for 8 hours. It's the hols! GG.Hmm. But probably it's also because CHRISTMAS IS HERE! SO fast. I can't believe it. I have been slacking at home for more than a month.. OH NOS. NO JOB YET =__="Blog has

For entertainment (or not) purposes

2008-12-14T01:15:00.002+08:00

BE FOREWARNED THAT WE ARE NOT PROFESSIONAL VIOLIN PLAYERS WITH ONLY A YEAR'S EXPERIENCE. IF YOUR EARS HURT IN ANY MANNER(OR START TO BLEED), I'M SORRY! :PVIEWER'S DISCRETION ADVISABLEVideo # 1Video # 2

She is OKAY!

2008-12-12T00:45:00.002+08:00

Surgery went well. I am relieved.Thank God! :)Now just praying and hoping that her tumor is benign.Take care bear! Love you loads *REAL HUG* :)

H U G

2008-12-09T18:16:00.004+08:00

As of this very moment, Eunzbear is undergoing surgery. Sudden, I know. We just knew about it today. Eunzbear texted me in the afternoon saying that she had to be admitted immediately after her MRI scan and later found out that she has a muscle tumor in one of her legs! (Not sure which leg). And she has to operate before the tumor spreads O_O.My gosh. I was kinda anxious for her eyyyy. Man, I

My Father's Love Letter to Me :)

2008-12-09T13:46:00.006+08:00

"Hi Dear!We're out yesterday to do something and spend sometime with koko. And came back late. We heard how u feel n is is such dat v've 2 bear n learn with it. This may just be some of the experience of life. We talk abt storm of life, some even tougher situation but just dat God is with you. U don't have 2 put pressure on urself but instead commit to d Lord. U 1 2 listen 2 story. Once there was

Writing is Therapeutic

2008-12-09T13:22:00.002+08:00

I've never actually realized the full force of writing. But somehow after every emo post I write, I feel heaps better. And I mean like HEAPS. You know, I even feel like I'm the complete opposite of those previous posts -like a bipolar. Scary, ey? XDWell, I've been feeling better these few days. Plenty of psyching done, plenty of talking done. Just wanna tell my family how much I LOVE THEM! :)Oh,

:home:

2008-12-07T22:29:00.008+08:00

Everyone's leaving. Well, almost :(Every song I'm listening to right now has something to do about GOING HOME and GOOD BYES and LOVE and MISSING PEOPLE. I don't think my frail heart can take it anymore. I need to find a corner to sit in and isolate myself for a moment. I need to NOT think of things. I need to NOT think of going home. I NEED to.I was telling Eunzbear how I actually FINALLY felt it

urgh

2008-11-22T23:23:00.001+08:00

got worse. am feeling terrible. and feverish. pray. for. me. please.thanks.need to panadol myself and sleep. nitez!

Guess what?

2008-11-22T00:02:00.003+08:00

The consistent and persistent claims about me being a man actually made me a man! Imagine that. As of now, my voice is breaking. Therefore, I am officially a man *throws confetti* Oh wait. Real men don't throw confetti >.>:(My throat is getting real sore. And I can't describe to you how much more uncomfortable it feels right now. I can't even inhale or swallow properly. I think I'm losing my

(none)

2008-11-20T15:36:00.005+08:00

Huhu. I've been pretty lazy this first week of hols.Went shopping. Had to grasp my wallet tightly in case I had the sudden urge to splurge.Posted job applications. This was THE ultimate bore. Did this for a whole day and rested for the next six :) Read kartoen strips by Jeroen. Started off with Dave Y sending me a link to the cutest comic strip. LOL. But they are kinda dodgy/cheesy/corny - some

To Huhu

2008-11-19T00:11:00.003+08:00

This goes to my father :)BLESSED BIRTHDAY DADDY! You are definitely the bestest in the whole wide world and I miss you even more now.. *hug* LOVE YOU VERY MUCH and may God's favour, protection, anointing, and blessing be upon you as you continue to do His work! :) *huggggggs and kissssssses*Heart heaps,Me :)

In denial

2008-11-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

-___-"I thought it was just the mirrors growing sideways. I thought it was just another broken scale. I thought I've been eating more because of my "high metabolism". YEAH RIGHT.Reality check.I was given the harshest comment ever. The other day my aunty said that I was fat [already]. And that my face was round[er]. And she told me to exercise more. RIGHT AFTER I came back from running. AIH. That

On my not so bright days

2008-11-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

I tend to do not so bright things. Like this morning. I cannot express to you how much more dumb I felt at that moment. It was a major smack in the forehead *piak* =___=*This morning, while I was still subconsciously lying on the bed before I got up (you know the feeling of almost waking up but not yet fully awakened? Yeah, that kinda feeling), I was subconsciously dreaming that I had something

:/

2008-11-14T13:27:00.004+08:00

I really need to deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeestress!Stress levels are still at a high at the moment. I don't know why. I think this kinda stress is new to me. I mean, it's not like I've not been stressed before but it's more of the pressure cause of this and that and everything else I feel I need to get done soon. I don't feel like it's the holidays for me. I don't know what I feel.I need to let go. Ale

My dad is so funny

2008-11-09T20:20:00.003+08:00

On the phone/skype with the family today...Bro: Oh, Daddy's back already. Let you talk to him okay?Me: Kays. Bye Ko!*passes phone to dad*Me: ELO FATHER!Dad: HUHUHUHUHUHOHOHOHO *laughs*Me: HAHA. Why you HUHUHUHU? Dad: HUHUHUHUHU *laughs again* You always email me and HUHUHUHU or HOHOHOHO. What sound is that? *laughs*HAHA. My dad is sometimes too funny. I think he misses me a lot :)And when we said

:)

2008-11-06T15:53:00.002+08:00

Endurance. Perseverance. Resistance. Grace.Hmm. I reckon I've been studying way earlier and more than I've ever did before. It's so amazing and I can't believe it myself. HAHA. Hmm. I find it so weird. I don't even know if I can remember what I've studied today. Hopefully I can. If not it would have just been a waste of time. HA.:)Studying. Haha. Something I haven't done these 13 weeks, yet.I

I'm supposed to..

2008-11-03T11:33:00.002+08:00

1. do my assignment2. research for my assignment3. meet my tutor to get feedback on the assignment4. open Word doc. and start typing5. formulate main ideas/pointsAnd I am not doing any... YET.Instead, I'm..1. listening to my iTunes and bobbing my head to the music2. staring at an empty blank Word doc. page3. blogging4. Facebooking5. DaydreamingI don't have much time left. I need motivation. I

Heehee :)

2008-10-31T14:22:00.001+08:00

Woohooooooooooo :)ONE more assignment to go and ONE MORE EXAM AND... AND..FREEEEEEEEEEEEDOM! WUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA..super ecstatic now. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D :D*bobs head* :)

another schleeeeeeepy day

2008-10-29T21:16:00.004+08:00

Daylight savings is making me super confused/dazed/blur. And very, very tired. And I CANNOT EXPLAIN WHY! Gosh. It's only like 2219 now =___=Gosh. Uploading mp3s are so fun! XD XDThis song is so addictive.. uh huh uh huh :P

For You, Eunzbear! :)

2008-10-28T18:17:00.007+08:00

Watch the video for better effect! *laughs* XDCan't argue. He is super irresistible! :D

CHAO TAR LIAO

2008-10-27T20:07:00.008+08:00

Wa chin chin beh tahan neh. Balu wa ey ah buey chi puah ang-ang siang ka tomato. Ai hao liao la. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T_T Chin nia thia.. Ai koon pun beh sai. Mai koon pun beh sai.Anyways. Here are some pics I took when we went to Cottesloe yesterday. Can't believe I took so lil' photos. They're kinda similar to each other though (continuous shots). I couldn't be bothered sifting through the photos

MY GOSH!

2008-10-24T00:39:00.004+08:00

He's here! He's finally here! :)My closest friend whom I've not seen for more than 3 months! UBER EXTREMELY HAPPPPPPYYYYYY AT THE MOMENT! :)Welcome to Perth, my dearest!My gosh. YAY! :)...Oh. Today's apparently my R&B-phase day. Actually not R&B as a whole but more of only certain songs of that genre. HEHE. I keep replaying the same song over and over and over. Man. But super addictive :)